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books, discovery, literature, the future, writing

Literature is a search for the book hidden in the distance that alters the value and meaning of the known book; it is the pull toward the new apocryphal text still to be rediscovered or invented.

–Italo Calvino, The Uses of Literature

The Talk

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advice, children, kindergarten, substitutes, teachers, wisdom

“Let us all pretend that our lives are a very long book. A story.”

He had them. The complete and malleable attention of every single one of them. Timing and delivery were everything but his gender and height certainly added some gravitas.

”You each have a different story to live. Many parts you know ahead of time… the parts where you’ll eat or sleep or brush your teeth.”

It was so easy to lose them at this point without the right transition.

“But what about the unknown parts? The surprises!”

They always perked up at that word no matter the size of the audience. He took a deep breath as if it took courage to go on. Their pupils were dilating. He had them in the palm of his hand.

“Where will you be in the future? What kind of house will you buy? Who will you allow to live with you? What will scare you the most?”

These were not easy questions for them to answer. He tugged in a practiced way at the full windsor knot of his tie. He shook his head slowly as if he too shared their doubts. First days made it so easy and the older he got the more seriously they took him. He allowed them to stare at his back for just a moment more before spinning about-face with such speed as to make his short jacket tails audibly smack his thigh. Then an arch of the eyebrows with a little more prominence given to the chest.

“But you all know how this story ends! Whether you are a long book or a medium book or the slimmest of selections… All. Our. Tales. End. The. Same. Way.”

Some comprehend immediately. Their faces such bright skies quickly clouded over. Most wait for the explanation. He looks each and every one of them in the eye before answering in a slow, hushed tone:

“We die.”

The bell rings and they scatter for recess. That beautiful tension released like opening a pressure valve.

It was this speech alone that kept him coming back as a substitute kindergarten teacher. That, and the novelty of never having worked in the same school twice.

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identity, individualism, individuality, personality, society

The modern mind is quite sufficiently familiarized with the ideas of individuality and personality. We might well ask ourselves whether their importance has not been somewhat exaggerated–no doubt as a kind of reaction against the evils of mass production.

–Etienne Gilson, The Spirit of Mediaeval Philosophy

The Rise of the Fauxnix

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happy returns, nonsense, rantings

Lo these two months I have been on the lam. In hiding. Hidden in plain sight. Masquerading as a mower of lawns. Deep under cover as a suburban dweller, dwelling in split-level perfection. Grilling dead cows over burning charcoal as the cat takes the life of small critters in the back yard. My digital empire overgrown with the pixelated moss of non-use. Trafficless content sitting quietly in its poorly lit internet ghetto. How like Ulysses I felt when I barged right back to my dashboard only to find not only did no one recognize me, but I did not even recognize myself; that is, I had forgotten my own password. I suspect all that is suspect. I await for that which requires waiting. Biding my time. Rebuilding quietly…